It's 4:40 in the flippin' morning and I'm STILL awake!  Why can't I be sleeping like normal people???

I prayed and journalled some.  Then I had a burst of creativity.  Then I tossed and turned for awhile.  Then I started thinking about all the people I know getting married in the next year and how weird it is.  Then I started thinking about how much money I have saved and how much more I'll need to have before I move to England next year.  Then I started thinking about work and some job apps I need to complete.  Then I started thinking about how I only have a week and a half until the new school year begins and seeing as how I still don't have a new job it looks like I'll definitely have to return to my old job.  Then I started biting my nails.  Then I decided I might as well check my email since I was awake. 

So, here I am.  Blurry eyed and hungry (dinner was well over 8 hours ago!) but not wanting to eat cause the thought of food at this hour makes me nauseous.  Oh, and half my fingernails are now bitten off.

*sigh*

Okay, I'll try to give the sleep thing another go.

****UPDATE****

It's now 6:40 and I'm still awake.  What the?!?!

The sad thing is that at this time in less than three weeks I'll be rushing out the door, praying to make it to work by 7:30.  Oh what fun it is to work in a big city with lots of traffic!  Hopefully I'll sleep by then . . .

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